I'm sitting here trying to get Chapter 17 of Burn done and it just isn't happening. XD It's supposed to be even more backstory from Zexion's POV. I know what I want to happen and it's incredibly important, but I just can't write it for some reason. *starts crying* It's so frustrating. I keep doubting myself and my writing and it's all because of the stupid reviewers for Identity: "I’m very sorry, but the tale you told was poorly written, and too unlogical-but-trying-to-be-logical to read fluently. Please practice more before you start blabbing about writing novels... Please note that this is not considered a flame. This is my critique, which would be wise to heed." Do you think I would just post something half-assed?!! I think I know how to write, thank you very much. I've had several writing classes and I fucking know how to write. I'm not perfect, but I'm at least a bit good. Why are there so many stupid people in the world and why do I keep attracting them??! I know that what this person says isn't true, so why do I keep letting myself get down because of their words?! I know I shouldn't let it get to me, but it's really hard.

Watching Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone on ABC Family. It's almost over, but the Chamber of Secrets is up next. I LOVE Harry Potter!!!!!! It's so freaking awesome. And the movies are really good too. They did a very good job of translating the book to the big screen. A lot of movies that were made from books don't turn out good at all. But this is one of the rare ones that actually turned out good. I think they also did a really good job with Lord of the Rings and Twilight.

Ahh, I always love watching the first movie because the kids are all so young and it's just so funny. Daniel Radcliffe's voice hasn't broken out so he sounds so young. And in the second movie, his voice is so much deeper. It's a really big change. Heh, I'm exactly the same age as all of them. So I'm growing up with them. Kinda neat, really.

I've been so depressed lately. And tired. Like really tired. I'm thinking I might have to start taking iron again. I'm taking a multivitamin and fish oil, but neither of them seem to help me very much. I was taking an iron supplement because I didn't eat meat so my iron counts were low. But I stopped taking the iron supplement after I stopped being a vegitarian (that's a long story). But I've just been so tired lately that I think it's a good idea to start taking a supplement again.

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I forgot to mention, I beat Vexen on my first try last night. I decided, "oh hell with it" and went to face him and Replica 3.0. And I beat both of them on my first try. Firaga and 0 cards totally helped me win. I was getting raped by Vexen for the first half of the battle. I forgot that his attacks do so much more damage the second time. But I got my act together and beat the snot out of him. And I beat the snot out of the damn replica too. I totally forgot about my Roxas card for the first half of the battle. *facepalm* But it was much better after I used his card. The double attack thing only lasts for 20 hits, but it was obviously enough to finish off the replica. I also got all the way through Destiny Islands. Though I died on purpose the first time when facing the stupid Darkside because I didn't have the right deck equipped and I didn't save for a long time so I would have lost all the progress I had made. XD But I kicked ass the second time. But I'm not ready to face Larxene or Replica 4.0. Both of them are god awful to face! Larxene rapes me every time. D: I'm going hunting for the Xemnas card, which will help me win against that bitch. As for Replica, well, I'll just have to pray I get him. But that won't be for a while now. Maybe.

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